Nob 20, 2006

Thought

To write some. Even without substance. Politicians and actors can do it, why can't I? I guess it's the confidence then. That's what I lack. Me ought to express somewhere else. Here's better than the girl. The girl must have been bored with what I say and what I am. And I'm not about to inflict my anxieties on students. Thank goodness for family then. But they all have jobs and what I have is a damn shame of a career plan. I mean, writing? Be gracious! Somewhere a woman died because I failed. I pretty much have to say this: she died in vain. To write some, ha! Thanks for letting me live, woman. Thanks for nothing.